Universal Heart Song

       After the buildup and let down after 2012, I will get these bits & pieces  from the guides on why humanity seems to be stalling out.       Usually  when I am doing mundane tasks and am in the very open state, I hear from them.  Today I was folding clothes and putting them away.      Surprised?  No meditating and clearing and calming the mind?       Actually many mindless tasks work for me just like meditation.  I do meditate, also have taught my mind to be open when I am in a safe setting like home and recieve what comes. Relaxed and repeating motions brings this easily.         Not all of it is profound,  but at times there are interesting things.         So Van, my main guide says for the rest of this year we will see increasing unrest.  A balance has not been achieved between light and the dark.  As so many he...

     The last post before this is for me another start of and a working through an emotional clearing, and the process is harder for family members than any other people in your life.      Part of the catalyst for doing this one was my mother's illness recently which put her in the hospital.  She has been a long time diabetic, and also a poorly managed diabetic.      To add to the difficulty is my fathers needing to be in control, despite all the ideas that have been suggested to him to help make their lives easier.  They want to stay in their home, but it has become obvious my mother's health is deteriorating rapidly.      This last time around, he became very nasty to some of us over our concerns about the primary care physcians ability to provide a accurate care regimen for our mother.  This despite the prognosis of a admitting hospital doctor and a urologist. ...

       Often I see things that go on with parents and children, and can relate.          Parenting is a hard thing now a days.  Kids do stuff, they learn from their parents what they can and can't do.  Starting from the moment they start moving on their own.          It's a process, and believe me, children are resilent.  Mom's yell at them, Dad's yell at them, most of it they will never remember.  I do and I don't from my childhood. Not most of it, and I have a really good memory, probably to about 2nd grade age, though it is spotty, just really the striking things stand out.           However,  I was reminded once again of something I do not remember. Not that long ago. By my father.           From the time I was a toddling baby, in ...

       Some of the violence lately seems to be isolated incidents at first.  But I am pretty sure that if there were more in depth investagations they would find commonality between all of the persons who seem to choose to  use violence in this manner.        The methods of making a person into a murderer consists of what I said before, no matter how you want to call it, brainwashing.  Can even be on the internet.  But the main intent is make these people into people with a them vs. us, or in single selected cases, me against them. "Them" being every one who seems to have more than the person who does the shooting, or are involved in activities the shooter has issues with. No matter how seemly normal they look, they have been shaped into a terrorist.         I suppose this may not make sense now, but down the road it will.       ...