The Child within the Heart
Well, after thinking and thinking about how to start any kind of directions to beginning to interface with the Field of Existence, I was spinning my wheels.
I had laid out some ways to learn to move personal energy, draw some of the Field into
play within and without and use it for a couple of experiencial approaches to give a little insight
as to the applications of energy.
I talked about clearing out dense and closely held disruptive energy patterns within
a personal energy field. How the ego will often hang on to emotional, and habit patterns
and cause blockages, and physical illness. And relationship problems over and over again.
How I have experienced trauma and had to work through it, what it was like, and the
effort it takes to do emotional clearing.
How this often affects relationships with other people while you are doing so.
And the pitfalls along the way. Learning that others really have to want to do their
own homework, and you, despite the best of intentions can not do it for them, and how this
can become a trap for you. Compassion is good, enabling is not.
And as the guides insisted, I covered substance usage, and tried not to be judmental
in the process. Sometimes, being human, I often fail in this regard.
So then spinning the wheels, I pondered unusual weather changes, and wondered if
the separation of the dimensions would begin like that, those in one would still be aware of the others but would start experiencing differences in their everyday world.
I have read and watched others working in the energy field over the years, done workshops, practiced this and that, all valid. Learned Reiki in depth.
And after just coming up short in this next part of my trying to write down what it is
and how to do it, well I got a lesson in the simplest of ways. Simple things for simple minds, like
mine.
Don't try so hard, and be so serious.
I was standing outside my house a little ways off, near this old apple tree. Waiting for my two little dogs to do their potty thing. And it was lightly raining.
I looked up at the tree and there were four or five robins sitting in it staring back at me.
The words to a song my children used to love to sing when they were little came into my head.
It was a song by a man named Raffi, and it is called "Robin in the Rain". So I just
started singing it to the robins. Just belted it out, butchering the words, laughing and singing on anyway.
Much to my amazement, the robins all sat there and listened. I sang and sang and sang the words I could remember over and over.
And it made me feel so happy, so joyful, and silly. Wonderfully silly and connected.
And it feel like I had stepped outside of time itself. When I stopped and looked at the dogs, they were still sniffing grass, still doing their thing, exactly what they had been doing when I started.
And they didn't seem that wet, almost like we had just gotten there.
This connected feeling, you get to that point, you see the tree moving along the edges, the birds as these bright little points of moving light, the field swirling and flowing around the tree, the birds, the dogs, grass beneath your feet, everywhere. The whole rigid structure of the
world as we think we should see it falls away into this ocean of light and life.
So at this point, I am just going to say, take time each day to pull out of what ever it is you think reality is. Find a place in that time to diffuse, be child like, play, sing, juggle, laugh
and let a shift happen. Don't work too hard at this either. Or it will not work! And do not feel guilty about it. Kick guilt in the ass, see it flying into the sky and laugh.
It is the spirit of play and joy that lets you go. Someone I know has a swing, and they
swing and hang upside down.
Just to change perspective.
Do this for a while. We'll move on after a fashion into what ever will be.
I recently was playing about, fooling my left side of my brain into focusing on a
spot a foot in front of my right foot, and at the same time asked the Field- what if I saw a fun
animal?
Others have done this same exercise and got dolphins swimming around as they
came in a morphgenic field of fun animal. My response came as a spider monkey, running across
my kitchen counter. Just for a moment, the moment I expressed dismay, it vanished. I had put
judgement into the field, and it collapsed. Quantum physics would say the minute I applied a structured response of what I thought it should be, I collapsed the particle stream into a rigid
and inflexible result. Which is how we are directed by the left side of our brain
to view the world. The ego ditates that it should be just so, the left side in accordance will
shape what we percieve as our reality into a formatted pattern of information.
Being childlike and joyful helps you to dodge around that pattern. The minute
I forgot about my ususal reality, things were amazing, my emotions were joyful. The human
race has almost forgotten that feeling. Well, except for children, they know.
I had laid out some ways to learn to move personal energy, draw some of the Field into
play within and without and use it for a couple of experiencial approaches to give a little insight
as to the applications of energy.
I talked about clearing out dense and closely held disruptive energy patterns within
a personal energy field. How the ego will often hang on to emotional, and habit patterns
and cause blockages, and physical illness. And relationship problems over and over again.
How I have experienced trauma and had to work through it, what it was like, and the
effort it takes to do emotional clearing.
How this often affects relationships with other people while you are doing so.
And the pitfalls along the way. Learning that others really have to want to do their
own homework, and you, despite the best of intentions can not do it for them, and how this
can become a trap for you. Compassion is good, enabling is not.
And as the guides insisted, I covered substance usage, and tried not to be judmental
in the process. Sometimes, being human, I often fail in this regard.
So then spinning the wheels, I pondered unusual weather changes, and wondered if
the separation of the dimensions would begin like that, those in one would still be aware of the others but would start experiencing differences in their everyday world.
I have read and watched others working in the energy field over the years, done workshops, practiced this and that, all valid. Learned Reiki in depth.
And after just coming up short in this next part of my trying to write down what it is
and how to do it, well I got a lesson in the simplest of ways. Simple things for simple minds, like
mine.
Don't try so hard, and be so serious.
I was standing outside my house a little ways off, near this old apple tree. Waiting for my two little dogs to do their potty thing. And it was lightly raining.
I looked up at the tree and there were four or five robins sitting in it staring back at me.
The words to a song my children used to love to sing when they were little came into my head.
It was a song by a man named Raffi, and it is called "Robin in the Rain". So I just
started singing it to the robins. Just belted it out, butchering the words, laughing and singing on anyway.
Much to my amazement, the robins all sat there and listened. I sang and sang and sang the words I could remember over and over.
And it made me feel so happy, so joyful, and silly. Wonderfully silly and connected.
And it feel like I had stepped outside of time itself. When I stopped and looked at the dogs, they were still sniffing grass, still doing their thing, exactly what they had been doing when I started.
And they didn't seem that wet, almost like we had just gotten there.
This connected feeling, you get to that point, you see the tree moving along the edges, the birds as these bright little points of moving light, the field swirling and flowing around the tree, the birds, the dogs, grass beneath your feet, everywhere. The whole rigid structure of the
world as we think we should see it falls away into this ocean of light and life.
So at this point, I am just going to say, take time each day to pull out of what ever it is you think reality is. Find a place in that time to diffuse, be child like, play, sing, juggle, laugh
and let a shift happen. Don't work too hard at this either. Or it will not work! And do not feel guilty about it. Kick guilt in the ass, see it flying into the sky and laugh.
It is the spirit of play and joy that lets you go. Someone I know has a swing, and they
swing and hang upside down.
Just to change perspective.
Do this for a while. We'll move on after a fashion into what ever will be.
I recently was playing about, fooling my left side of my brain into focusing on a
spot a foot in front of my right foot, and at the same time asked the Field- what if I saw a fun
animal?
Others have done this same exercise and got dolphins swimming around as they
came in a morphgenic field of fun animal. My response came as a spider monkey, running across
my kitchen counter. Just for a moment, the moment I expressed dismay, it vanished. I had put
judgement into the field, and it collapsed. Quantum physics would say the minute I applied a structured response of what I thought it should be, I collapsed the particle stream into a rigid
and inflexible result. Which is how we are directed by the left side of our brain
to view the world. The ego ditates that it should be just so, the left side in accordance will
shape what we percieve as our reality into a formatted pattern of information.
Being childlike and joyful helps you to dodge around that pattern. The minute
I forgot about my ususal reality, things were amazing, my emotions were joyful. The human
race has almost forgotten that feeling. Well, except for children, they know.
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