Changes in our frequency

If we all were given a users gide to our bodies, and our lives, with hints as to know what is going to happen at each stage of life, what a boon it would be

But not so. For the very reason that we are here to learn, make choices at each
Important point along our life course.
No one can do it for us, our choices lead us to a desire to become bigger in our heart's capacity to love, thus increasing the heart's energetic production, releasing angers, hurt, and understanding each person is going thru the same sort of thing. It is empathy of the highest order, that understanding  that we are energy beings having a human experience to learn to raise our frequency and reach another layer of the multi dimendional
universe.  This is our purpose here.

All of us have our days, I do.  I have had to deal with my issues by learning to first allow the eemotional components to come to the surface, look at them hard,work on releasing them, even then having to go about educating myself as to what and why I have the same issue over again in my life. For it is about why I choose to be born in the family I am a member of and what I came to learn.

I have learned much, and also what I need to do, mostly to love myself, love my family, but not participate in behaviors that only limit my growth, and actually make me feel ill, stressed,and angry. To be able recognize and dis-engage.

I regularly see my mother in my dreams, and she is very happy on the other side. Same with my son , so I know they understand the learning key went thru here.

I now understand the narcissistic family syndrome and how it plays out.
My place in it and that will not change.  However it has given me options, without guilt.  And still love my family
 .
Believe me, it could be so much worse.
If you have a family situation that has been detrimental to your self, a support group is not a bad choice. For working on the anger and hurt,  and lack of acceptance.  Not you, it's them. Gives you the realization this is your life lesson, understanding it, maybe forgiveness at some point,  even loving them in your heart. Maybe at a distance, but in some situations it's how it is.

I have kept striving all these years to understand so many things, opening myself up to family ridicule, pressing on regardless.  Blessed to have love in my life,raise great children,and sadly experience great sorrow. And still keep going.

That drive to keep going,learning not to hate, yes being grumpy at times,but getting over it and moving on.

All we can do. ♡

Next time, the aliens and why some of us are in caretaking mode right now.



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