Being aware of energetic pitfalls and learning to love yourself
I don't know if it is the weather, but it just seems to me that some of my animal companions are a little irritable lately.
My cats in particular, but I can honestly say the dogs too. The cats are quite pissy with each other, where either they ignore those they don't have close relationships with, or they do have close affectionate ties.
Now even when they spend time outside in the sun, they are still easily set off, hiss, growling.
the dogs have has a couple of tiffs. Nothing serious, just out of line over all for them.
This behavior extends to my guinea pigs, chickens, though I think my tortoises are for the most part fairly peaceful creatures, very lazy, and as reptiles more inclined to soak up the heat.
The fish are fine, no troubles there.
But mammals and birds, oh yes. So then I wonder, is it something else besides the weather.
They have all been through winters before, we get out everyday and walk regularly, the cats
amble out to sit on the decks now and then, when it is sunny they bask.
My poor rabbits are absolutely lethargic. granted I have to pull the tarps down over their
condo to keep them dry, and the wind out, but on sunny days they are pulled back and the sun shines in. The best I can do to keep them warm and dry this time of years.
But even on sunny days they seem droopy, the older two almost fearful.
And at times I have had odd feelings. Almost of dread, an over dose of EM energy?
I know that some have heard of HAARP, which is a weapon using very EM energy.
And it was purported to have been used in the Artic region not so long ago.
The end result was called the Norwegian Spiral, caused by the weapon being fired into
our atmosphere. The reasons for this I find vary, and I really cannot speak with any kind of confidence upon any of them.
Our government would deny any knowledge of HAARP, and and wrong doing period.
Well so be it. If you wish to know more on the HAARP, you can do a search on the internet
on it. There is a lot out there. use discernment.
I am still trying to make up my mind, I know it is real, but what it is for is the question.
As in our last discussion, lesson, I pointed out that having the ability to clear out blocks and emotionally dense stuck energy from your field will help you to be able to use and live more in your heart chakra. In fact the heart chakra once trained in this use will help you to become adept at interfacing with the field of existence.
I once called the field "Cosmic Jello" which kind of got me a lot of really odd looks. I was
with a group of women in the area, and we were meditating and chanting. Afterwards we discussed our perception of the---insert your favorite name here---for the Universal field of existence.
What I meant by Cosmic Jello, is that we are in it, we are it, it molds and shapes to how we see our world. Becoming aware that it does so, and yet at the same time not just for you but everyone around you so that you are all sharing this molding via your minds, well it is a ongoing task.
So that is where my view of mindfulness comes in. The state of being aware that you are quite fully immersed in energy.
Now back to the group of women who gave me such odd looks. I found it interesting that
a lot of people seem to percieve divinity, spirit as being "out there". Or "up there". Anywhere but all around themselves.
Seems to be a sort of dissconnect that is more common than not.
And very cultural, at least in this country. As if we are somewhere below, it is somewhere up high and we have to do very special practices to get it to notice us. Or we are not worth
it's notice, or we need to have someone else to be an intermediary for us with it. And it will have a gender, or the gender has given us some holy offspring that we must embrace before we
are allowed to be recognised.
Now I love my faith, but I do not actively join in groups of others who have the same beliefs. I view Earth as my Goddess Mother, as a live expression of the field. A keeper of many kinds of energetic patterns that exist as life as we know it. A living library of frequency signatures, energetic genomes.
I am happy to celebrate the circular ongoing holidays of my faith, which interestingly all revolve around growing food, and fertility. Food is quite important, and was very important
to ancient pagans. They just didn't have a grocery store to get to when they were running out,
so it was of the essence to connect with the Earth, interface with her field and express the desire to manefest a good harvest to last all winter.
A lot of very colorful human seasonal expressions evolved all around the world as a result.
Our lives were so intermeshed with the field then, I think that humans viewed all life cycles of birth, union with each other, and death in a more matter of fact way. This openess and interaction with the energy that is the field of existence, the Universe, Great Spirit, etc. simply was the way.
As Energy, it is never destroyed , it is just transformed, things never really die.
But as time went on, and our disconnect started to happen, we came to be very fearful
of death. And our views on birth, sex, and food also became changed. Things became perhaps
a little unnatural, scewed, old knowlege was banished and lost. I think humans began to feel lost
and alone. Far too separated and not knowing why.
And as we often find ourselves overwhelmed by modern events, and find ourselves
feeling irritable and out of sync with our own selves in our daily lives what can a person do to
find one's own essence?
Try to turn off the tv. My husband watches so much tv it is a source of worry to me.
Television so completely overwhelms the energy field if viewed way too much. I am not saying
completely close it off, but cut your viewing to an hour or two a week.
Read, walk, write a journal, talk to loved ones, listen to music, find other outlets.
Find other people who share common interests or hobbies. But on this subject I want to interject having allowed myself to become too good a listener.
Everyone needs someone to talk to, about things in their life, problems, verbally work some things out, so that the mind can resolve the issues and move on. By this way, all concerned
share a increased frequency and a opening up of the heart. Whether the resolution is done on a emotional or actual physical level, the frequency raises.
But if you find yourself the constant recipient listener of someone who is very and constantly negative, it is not in any way healthy for you, and left feeling exhausted after listening to this person, begin to detach yourself.
I have been there far too often, and lately can hardly bare the negativity. I am
not Mary Sunshine, but on the other hand, I like to work things out, try to see a end result and move on. I may be angry, sad, etc. but eventually I get it worked out and cleared.
There are people out there who are so caught in their ego's love of drama, and
the feedback loop that results, within five minutes of saying hello you will be instantly overwhelmed by their energy.
Believing you can help them is going to be futile, not unless you are a pyschiatrist, so forget it.
Ground and clear yourself after any kind of interaction, if it is a good day, stand barefoot on the Earth and give the erractic energy to her to dissolve. Or do a energetic rain shower over your head, and then pull down your hands and sweep your field with them flowing out energy, turning at the same time to allow both the shower of light and the sweep of hands to
carry the energy around you, then ground yourself again putting your hands on the ground or floor.
We will all of us come across someone who has this effect on us. Sign of the times is that it will become more common as peope react to increasing disruptions in the field. Ego's will try to maintain the drama, things will try to break loose, and get shoved back into peoples fields with quite strange results and behavior. So be very aware of those who are very stuck.
Try to be aware of how you feel when interacting with others, use the shielding if necessary, establish boundaries and distance with those who leave you feeling drained.
Or avoid them altogether. I hate to say that, but I have to take breaks from someone who just does me in. Lately I can only tolerate that person in small doses it seems.
My hope is that this person is moving on to others as an outlet for which to play the endless feedback loop of negativity and drama constantly.
This has been my homework, finally getting it that I am responsible only for
myself, and have to let go of my ego in the respect that I was helping. Makes it sound good to yourself, helping. But only if it resoves a situation, a problem, and things move into a better frequency. Not if it just stalls out, and repeats over and over and over.
So I see the lesson for myself, and I love myself for recognising that I am not a doormat. Finally.
My cats in particular, but I can honestly say the dogs too. The cats are quite pissy with each other, where either they ignore those they don't have close relationships with, or they do have close affectionate ties.
Now even when they spend time outside in the sun, they are still easily set off, hiss, growling.
the dogs have has a couple of tiffs. Nothing serious, just out of line over all for them.
This behavior extends to my guinea pigs, chickens, though I think my tortoises are for the most part fairly peaceful creatures, very lazy, and as reptiles more inclined to soak up the heat.
The fish are fine, no troubles there.
But mammals and birds, oh yes. So then I wonder, is it something else besides the weather.
They have all been through winters before, we get out everyday and walk regularly, the cats
amble out to sit on the decks now and then, when it is sunny they bask.
My poor rabbits are absolutely lethargic. granted I have to pull the tarps down over their
condo to keep them dry, and the wind out, but on sunny days they are pulled back and the sun shines in. The best I can do to keep them warm and dry this time of years.
But even on sunny days they seem droopy, the older two almost fearful.
And at times I have had odd feelings. Almost of dread, an over dose of EM energy?
I know that some have heard of HAARP, which is a weapon using very EM energy.
And it was purported to have been used in the Artic region not so long ago.
The end result was called the Norwegian Spiral, caused by the weapon being fired into
our atmosphere. The reasons for this I find vary, and I really cannot speak with any kind of confidence upon any of them.
Our government would deny any knowledge of HAARP, and and wrong doing period.
Well so be it. If you wish to know more on the HAARP, you can do a search on the internet
on it. There is a lot out there. use discernment.
I am still trying to make up my mind, I know it is real, but what it is for is the question.
As in our last discussion, lesson, I pointed out that having the ability to clear out blocks and emotionally dense stuck energy from your field will help you to be able to use and live more in your heart chakra. In fact the heart chakra once trained in this use will help you to become adept at interfacing with the field of existence.
I once called the field "Cosmic Jello" which kind of got me a lot of really odd looks. I was
with a group of women in the area, and we were meditating and chanting. Afterwards we discussed our perception of the---insert your favorite name here---for the Universal field of existence.
What I meant by Cosmic Jello, is that we are in it, we are it, it molds and shapes to how we see our world. Becoming aware that it does so, and yet at the same time not just for you but everyone around you so that you are all sharing this molding via your minds, well it is a ongoing task.
So that is where my view of mindfulness comes in. The state of being aware that you are quite fully immersed in energy.
Now back to the group of women who gave me such odd looks. I found it interesting that
a lot of people seem to percieve divinity, spirit as being "out there". Or "up there". Anywhere but all around themselves.
Seems to be a sort of dissconnect that is more common than not.
And very cultural, at least in this country. As if we are somewhere below, it is somewhere up high and we have to do very special practices to get it to notice us. Or we are not worth
it's notice, or we need to have someone else to be an intermediary for us with it. And it will have a gender, or the gender has given us some holy offspring that we must embrace before we
are allowed to be recognised.
Now I love my faith, but I do not actively join in groups of others who have the same beliefs. I view Earth as my Goddess Mother, as a live expression of the field. A keeper of many kinds of energetic patterns that exist as life as we know it. A living library of frequency signatures, energetic genomes.
I am happy to celebrate the circular ongoing holidays of my faith, which interestingly all revolve around growing food, and fertility. Food is quite important, and was very important
to ancient pagans. They just didn't have a grocery store to get to when they were running out,
so it was of the essence to connect with the Earth, interface with her field and express the desire to manefest a good harvest to last all winter.
A lot of very colorful human seasonal expressions evolved all around the world as a result.
Our lives were so intermeshed with the field then, I think that humans viewed all life cycles of birth, union with each other, and death in a more matter of fact way. This openess and interaction with the energy that is the field of existence, the Universe, Great Spirit, etc. simply was the way.
As Energy, it is never destroyed , it is just transformed, things never really die.
But as time went on, and our disconnect started to happen, we came to be very fearful
of death. And our views on birth, sex, and food also became changed. Things became perhaps
a little unnatural, scewed, old knowlege was banished and lost. I think humans began to feel lost
and alone. Far too separated and not knowing why.
And as we often find ourselves overwhelmed by modern events, and find ourselves
feeling irritable and out of sync with our own selves in our daily lives what can a person do to
find one's own essence?
Try to turn off the tv. My husband watches so much tv it is a source of worry to me.
Television so completely overwhelms the energy field if viewed way too much. I am not saying
completely close it off, but cut your viewing to an hour or two a week.
Read, walk, write a journal, talk to loved ones, listen to music, find other outlets.
Find other people who share common interests or hobbies. But on this subject I want to interject having allowed myself to become too good a listener.
Everyone needs someone to talk to, about things in their life, problems, verbally work some things out, so that the mind can resolve the issues and move on. By this way, all concerned
share a increased frequency and a opening up of the heart. Whether the resolution is done on a emotional or actual physical level, the frequency raises.
But if you find yourself the constant recipient listener of someone who is very and constantly negative, it is not in any way healthy for you, and left feeling exhausted after listening to this person, begin to detach yourself.
I have been there far too often, and lately can hardly bare the negativity. I am
not Mary Sunshine, but on the other hand, I like to work things out, try to see a end result and move on. I may be angry, sad, etc. but eventually I get it worked out and cleared.
There are people out there who are so caught in their ego's love of drama, and
the feedback loop that results, within five minutes of saying hello you will be instantly overwhelmed by their energy.
Believing you can help them is going to be futile, not unless you are a pyschiatrist, so forget it.
Ground and clear yourself after any kind of interaction, if it is a good day, stand barefoot on the Earth and give the erractic energy to her to dissolve. Or do a energetic rain shower over your head, and then pull down your hands and sweep your field with them flowing out energy, turning at the same time to allow both the shower of light and the sweep of hands to
carry the energy around you, then ground yourself again putting your hands on the ground or floor.
We will all of us come across someone who has this effect on us. Sign of the times is that it will become more common as peope react to increasing disruptions in the field. Ego's will try to maintain the drama, things will try to break loose, and get shoved back into peoples fields with quite strange results and behavior. So be very aware of those who are very stuck.
Try to be aware of how you feel when interacting with others, use the shielding if necessary, establish boundaries and distance with those who leave you feeling drained.
Or avoid them altogether. I hate to say that, but I have to take breaks from someone who just does me in. Lately I can only tolerate that person in small doses it seems.
My hope is that this person is moving on to others as an outlet for which to play the endless feedback loop of negativity and drama constantly.
This has been my homework, finally getting it that I am responsible only for
myself, and have to let go of my ego in the respect that I was helping. Makes it sound good to yourself, helping. But only if it resoves a situation, a problem, and things move into a better frequency. Not if it just stalls out, and repeats over and over and over.
So I see the lesson for myself, and I love myself for recognising that I am not a doormat. Finally.
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