Questions, always questions
So after my last post, during which I expressed great unhappiness and frustration with the actions of my husband, and the response of myself and the "other man" a friend whom I enjoy talking to about life and what is going on now, my Guides laughed.
"We are glad you thought to put in some advice on having a plan, and the like, as to the other do you feel any better now?"
" I have talked to my husband, and I am still trying to work this all out and so I am looking at it from all angles." I replied.
Again with the laughs, they go to to tell me that this was a many layered lesson here, multiple and faceted depending on where you look. And how you look.
So I do a Fairie Oracle reading. Three cards, I get the Shapeshifter, which is one who changes to please whoever he is with, the Fairie of Youth, Learn to look at things thru the eyes of a child, and to find the silliness. and the Thief. Now the Thief steales from you to teach you a lesson, not to hurt you. Though the process of being robbed will hurt, some.
"Ah!" go the Guides. I am staring at the cards trying to decide if I can just see the message. Is my husband the Shapeshifter, or is the "other man" my friend. Why have I been so sullen and unhappy, and I think the Fairie of Youth is telling me to get over myself, lighten up learn to look at this with a better attitude. What has the Thief taken? My pride, my self esteem, has he exposed a truth about me. Why do I feel so unhappy about the whole event still.
Why is there always a lesson that I have to figure out.
Why, and the Guides say "Why not?" So here is the kicker, I have to go deeper in this emotional clearing with myself, I am the one who is teaching myself what it is I needed to learn.
The other two parties, one is the Thief and the other is the Shapeshifter, and as I went into this, I suddenly see that either one of them can be the other.
So again I ask the Guides, and again answered with a question, "Have not almost all of your relationships been like this?"
This stymied me, so it was another long thought process. How much did I actually know anyone that well, how much do they really know me. I found that I always do hold back, is it because I want to be liked, loved, Ms. Nice Guy?
Even being married as long as I have, do I really know my husbands thoughts and fears? I weigh it all up, yes and no. He can be very unpredictable at times. I have to be the steady one, try to be the steady one. The one with the better memory, the drudge. But overall, I maybe much more complicated. Right now I am living part of my life in some uncharted territory. Seemed really too much at first, and the fear factor of most normal mundane, muggle thinking me totally nuts has made me hide that part of me. That part of me that is becoming multi-dimensional. Open like a fan, the Pleadieans say, slowly, open up to the knowledge, it is overwhelming at first, frequencies and multiple dimensions.
Also I look around and see that people are really stressed, frightened, and that fear does not allow them to operate at a higher Love frequency.
Aha, then should I let myself stay in this angry grouchy mode, and not be where I should be, at the right Frequency, the Love, the compassionate frequency. And what is that really. Well, one can give a whole lot of lip service to it, and talk about living in the Heart alot.
But to be there, well I think learning this awareness of when you are not there may be the most important lesson.
So back to the Emotional Clearing, this was all agreed upon before we all came here, lessons always are. So I must show gratitude to both others, and thank them. I can go around spouting off how I know about the Love frequency, but if I am not in it, I need to know that too.
And in reality, I really know nothing. And have to laugh about it. That is what the Fairie of Youth comes in. Gotta laugh, alot at myself.
And got to examine very deeply my reasons for relationships. Yes I genuinely love both of these men. One is an ongoing lesson, must allow it to work itself to a conclusion, and keep clearing and learning.
The other is best kept simple, and hopefully open hearted. A head to bounce things off of and that I can do the same for him. And I hope others will come into my life at some points too. Men and women both. In the same mode as myself, wanting to gather and talk of many things.
Laugh says the Guides, the Shapeshifter and the Thief have been busy with you. You need to laugh, and do the clearing, smile and forget it.
Guides, well they love to be the jokesters here, "Oh, did your self realisation take a blow, or was it your ego. Can you tell the difference now?" Ha Ha.
Ok, so if you are running into this kinds of trouble with any of your relationships now,
I will point you in a direction or two.
Only time I will recommend a book or website.
Read anything by Barbara Marciniak, but the best at this point is
'The Family of Light' I read this ten years ago, when it first came out, after
her first two books. Totally makes so much more sense right now.
Anything by Barbara Hand Clow. And Zacharian Sitchen.
Two books by Jelaila Starr, and her website www.NibiruanCouncil.com
And read the 'Formula of Compassion' article. You will need to use this if you cannot
find yourself resolving and letting go of issues with other people in your life. Believe me this is really important.
And please ask every night to meet your guides if you haven't. This will really speed up the process for you to reach this state of mind to see what is truly going on this planet and the bigger picture.
Almost as if in answer to my quandry, I saw another known FO, not unidentified, but I know what it was. FO as in flying object. aka UFO.
Outside with the dogs, after dark, I can see the stars so well here. And there it was -HUGE- Bright light. I have seen them many times since I have lived here, but this was lower and closer, and utterly silent. Then I saw two jets and heard them a nano later, and their wing and tail lights aproaching from the west towards the FO. It then simply began to dim and like a light bulb, it went out. Winked out, but I saw it dim first.
Please for your own sake just be open to all possibilities, work hard at it.
Namaste'
"We are glad you thought to put in some advice on having a plan, and the like, as to the other do you feel any better now?"
" I have talked to my husband, and I am still trying to work this all out and so I am looking at it from all angles." I replied.
Again with the laughs, they go to to tell me that this was a many layered lesson here, multiple and faceted depending on where you look. And how you look.
So I do a Fairie Oracle reading. Three cards, I get the Shapeshifter, which is one who changes to please whoever he is with, the Fairie of Youth, Learn to look at things thru the eyes of a child, and to find the silliness. and the Thief. Now the Thief steales from you to teach you a lesson, not to hurt you. Though the process of being robbed will hurt, some.
"Ah!" go the Guides. I am staring at the cards trying to decide if I can just see the message. Is my husband the Shapeshifter, or is the "other man" my friend. Why have I been so sullen and unhappy, and I think the Fairie of Youth is telling me to get over myself, lighten up learn to look at this with a better attitude. What has the Thief taken? My pride, my self esteem, has he exposed a truth about me. Why do I feel so unhappy about the whole event still.
Why is there always a lesson that I have to figure out.
Why, and the Guides say "Why not?" So here is the kicker, I have to go deeper in this emotional clearing with myself, I am the one who is teaching myself what it is I needed to learn.
The other two parties, one is the Thief and the other is the Shapeshifter, and as I went into this, I suddenly see that either one of them can be the other.
So again I ask the Guides, and again answered with a question, "Have not almost all of your relationships been like this?"
This stymied me, so it was another long thought process. How much did I actually know anyone that well, how much do they really know me. I found that I always do hold back, is it because I want to be liked, loved, Ms. Nice Guy?
Even being married as long as I have, do I really know my husbands thoughts and fears? I weigh it all up, yes and no. He can be very unpredictable at times. I have to be the steady one, try to be the steady one. The one with the better memory, the drudge. But overall, I maybe much more complicated. Right now I am living part of my life in some uncharted territory. Seemed really too much at first, and the fear factor of most normal mundane, muggle thinking me totally nuts has made me hide that part of me. That part of me that is becoming multi-dimensional. Open like a fan, the Pleadieans say, slowly, open up to the knowledge, it is overwhelming at first, frequencies and multiple dimensions.
Also I look around and see that people are really stressed, frightened, and that fear does not allow them to operate at a higher Love frequency.
Aha, then should I let myself stay in this angry grouchy mode, and not be where I should be, at the right Frequency, the Love, the compassionate frequency. And what is that really. Well, one can give a whole lot of lip service to it, and talk about living in the Heart alot.
But to be there, well I think learning this awareness of when you are not there may be the most important lesson.
So back to the Emotional Clearing, this was all agreed upon before we all came here, lessons always are. So I must show gratitude to both others, and thank them. I can go around spouting off how I know about the Love frequency, but if I am not in it, I need to know that too.
And in reality, I really know nothing. And have to laugh about it. That is what the Fairie of Youth comes in. Gotta laugh, alot at myself.
And got to examine very deeply my reasons for relationships. Yes I genuinely love both of these men. One is an ongoing lesson, must allow it to work itself to a conclusion, and keep clearing and learning.
The other is best kept simple, and hopefully open hearted. A head to bounce things off of and that I can do the same for him. And I hope others will come into my life at some points too. Men and women both. In the same mode as myself, wanting to gather and talk of many things.
Laugh says the Guides, the Shapeshifter and the Thief have been busy with you. You need to laugh, and do the clearing, smile and forget it.
Guides, well they love to be the jokesters here, "Oh, did your self realisation take a blow, or was it your ego. Can you tell the difference now?" Ha Ha.
Ok, so if you are running into this kinds of trouble with any of your relationships now,
I will point you in a direction or two.
Only time I will recommend a book or website.
Read anything by Barbara Marciniak, but the best at this point is
'The Family of Light' I read this ten years ago, when it first came out, after
her first two books. Totally makes so much more sense right now.
Anything by Barbara Hand Clow. And Zacharian Sitchen.
Two books by Jelaila Starr, and her website www.NibiruanCouncil.com
And read the 'Formula of Compassion' article. You will need to use this if you cannot
find yourself resolving and letting go of issues with other people in your life. Believe me this is really important.
And please ask every night to meet your guides if you haven't. This will really speed up the process for you to reach this state of mind to see what is truly going on this planet and the bigger picture.
Almost as if in answer to my quandry, I saw another known FO, not unidentified, but I know what it was. FO as in flying object. aka UFO.
Outside with the dogs, after dark, I can see the stars so well here. And there it was -HUGE- Bright light. I have seen them many times since I have lived here, but this was lower and closer, and utterly silent. Then I saw two jets and heard them a nano later, and their wing and tail lights aproaching from the west towards the FO. It then simply began to dim and like a light bulb, it went out. Winked out, but I saw it dim first.
Please for your own sake just be open to all possibilities, work hard at it.
Namaste'
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