Precognition, premonition, and deja vu'

      This is always a confusing topic, and I am going to try to work through this in a tentative
manner.

        I have had  experience with the different forms of intuition,  but when you're right in the middle of it very difficult to stop and define. Now I see it as a learning process.

        To begin with, I think precognition seems to be like a knowing of things
to come.  Maybe not strongly detailed,  but a direction to where something , a movement
your own gut feelings on a subject,  or it may come unbidden into your thought.

         This part of the intuitive process can be developed.   Many books, CD's and teachers
are out there.   Or you can learn to use pendulum to start the process,  and strengthen
your receptivity. You can become very adept at defining what is to come, feelings, then visual often happens or even an outside voice. 

                Just remember at all times, if you aren't in contact with your guides, it could be them.This is not uncommon, and if it happens alot, there is a need to make contact with them.This will take work on your part. Remember you will feel this in your mind, but the voice will always be outside to your right side.  Only you will hear it.  I tend to talk to myself anyway when I am shopping, but that is not the guides.  Just me trying to remember what I need, as I usually forget my list. I sound crazy to others I am sure.

  But at any length, you are not crazy or just hearing voices if this happens*, let things play  out if possible, or if something feels dangerous, take measures to try and mitigate the possibility.  You may have to work fast. Try to do so with out overwhelming emotion if possible, I will address this later on.


        I also think that the more you are open to the precognition part of your intuitive system
the better it will function.  That gut feeling minimum may be all you can muster, and that may be it.

        Most people operate on that and are happy with it.

       The guides have prompted me to go deeper, because as a child I was an open mike so to speak.
And very aware of  the conventional outlook of my parents.  Made it rather hard to deal with.

        Still that unlooked for insight was always there, even when it got stuffed down.  It would pop up in others ways. Physical ways.

         When I was in 2nd grade I began to blink, all the time, more than was normal.  My mother took me to an eye doctor and he didn't find anything wrong with me.

         At that time we were living in my mothers home town in Wisconsin.  My father had re-enlisted in the Navy, and my mother was alone with three young children.  And she wasn't very happy. She kept her feelings to herself, or discussed them with her mother, but she did carry her emotions in her energy field.  I didn't know anything at all about that stuff at 8 years old.

         But I felt it on my energy field radar.  Mom really did the best she could, and she went almost a year on her own. Fifty-four years later I understand.

           So hence the blinking response.  I always hope that parents of highly intuitive children become
understanding of what is going on and seek guidance both for them and their child. It won't help to try to force them into being something they're not.  Like a bump in the rug, pops up somewhere else, not always in a good way either.

           So on to premonition, hmmm.  I have to go on my own experiences and relate the ones I have in dreams and in real life.

             And I got to say the real life ones seem  dream like when they occur. There can be visuals, auditory, and tactile sensations that go along, some I will describe here. You may have different sensations from me.   I am often awake very lucid, often with someone else.  Who usually doesn't see what I see. Except for the last time I had one.

             So I will relate that one.  This involves me along with my husband and other family members moving one of  my sisters out of her house.  She had gone through bankruptcy in 2010 along with thousands upon thousands of people in this country and her house was being forclosed upon.

               She had lived there a long enough while to placed a lot of her being in it.  I understand that because I have here after almost 37 years here. The morning of moving out  her furniture to a storage unit, which was a drive all the others were gone from the house except for my mother and myself.

             Now my sister lived in the woods like myself, in Washington state.  This I have to say first due to the huge oddity of what happened next.

              Mom and I were standing in the kitchen area talking about what needed to be done next and out of the corner of my eye, I saw this really large bird flying from woods and creek area back behind the house to the house. I uttered a "Awww look Mom!" and my mother turned and saw the tail hanging down in the window. Then the tail moved up, it was long like a folded peacock tail, but black.

              I ran out through the dining room and the back door and looked up to the roof and this is what I saw.  A bird that looked like a peacock, but somewhat larger, and all black.  Not a touch of color anywhere, simply all black of the darkest shade.  It had very thick gnarly wicked looking feet and it was crawling up the pitch of the roof and as it gained the peak, it crapped upon the house.

            A long large runny crap.  At that point I had this shiver go through me and I felt that life was going to change somehow.  As if there had been a curse made.

             Of course later when I related the tale of what I saw, oh things went into the mode of things like here she goes again.  Etc.  But well things did go badly for a few years after that for my sister, and her job seeking and between the two of us also.

              And I often worry about who and why would have done such a curse like that.  Being a practicing Wiccan,  I am not one of those who poo-poo that any such a thing like that is done.  I know better.  To have such a strong showing like this took a lot of hatred from someone.  To this day I puzzle over it.  But at least she is now far enough away that hopefully the person responsible is not aware of her.

                The fact that my mother saw part  of it gave me enough to get through the dismissal from the rest of the family. And I had the bird crap to show them.

              I did research all black peacocks and only found that what is known as the common peacock is called the black peacock sometimes, but they are mostly blue, and are what every one percieves as the peacock known by all. I also researched the mythos of the peacock, and their feathers are often considered bad luck, like an evil eye symbol.  This bird certainly fit the part.

                  This was totally black and a bit odd.  I have actually spent a lot of time with peacocks, none are as thick and heavy looking with the legs and feet as gnarly and rough as this one had. I would say the tail was the same length folded down, but the feather shafts were heavier and very
rough and tattered.

                   The odd thing is when I had run quickly to the front of the house it was no longer on the roof or anywhere in sight in the front yard, or the surrounding trees.

                      Gone.   I felt some fear over it.  But my mother and I had to get back to
tasks at hand, so I went back inside to work at moving tasks.

                       I have had other premonitions, mostly over the fact the person was going to die soon.
I will see a grayish cast to their energy field.  One man I didn't know well was my house and two days later he  dropped dead from a heart attack while bowling.  He had come to measure for carpeting, and was going to lay carpet down for us the next week.

                      The very first time I saw this grayish cast was an old friend.  He had come to visit a bit and to be honest,  I was not happy about people he was hanging out with.  Lots of drugs, wierd
mentally unsound companions, and as he said goodbye to me, we were outside.  He stepped into the sunlight and the gray just came on him.

                      One week later he was brutally murdered, and to this day they have not solved the case.
Of course everyone else thinks it was a certain person he had been at odds with, but sometimes I think maybe not. 

                     I did not want anything to do with him for the longest time, even though I was fond of him, but intuition just told me, no way.  I had small children and I do truly do avoid and abhor certain kinds of people, and he was always surrounded by those kind of people.  I actually told my husband to no longer go visit him, and if he did come to our house, only alone.  I also said something bad was going to happen, stay away.  My husband had known him since they were teenagers.

                    So my husband has learned to respect my intuition, but sad that it was in such a tragic way.

                   Premonitions are usually characterised by this feeling of being slightly out of normal time and space.  You will feel a bit out of sync with what is normal life going on around you.  And for me there is this prickling of the skin as if a static electricity is raising the hairs on it.

                    I have to address the dreaming premonitions as this is very common to many people.
As with the awake occurances, there is a sharp lucidity to these also. These are usually the dreams that can wake you with a gasp, or  are so sharp you will remember all the details.  I don't have them very often, but I will remember then always.  I do write them down so I keep a log of them. They may seem nonsensical in parts, often in how they begin, but then what information is to be had from them will occur in a very defined manner.  For example, you may walking about on a downtown city street and there in a bed on the sidewalk will be your grandfather in a bed , dead. 

                    Most of the dreaming our minds do are what I think of as discharge dreams.  The brain usually is in deep Theta to Delta brainwave frequencies and let go of many patterns of information that are stored in the neural network of the brain.  So all sorts of stuff will come rolling through. Often I will see puppies, and kittens and baby animals and small kids in many of my dreams, says something about me, hmmm.

                    The second kind of dreaming, at least for me, are the ones where it is pretty detailed, but there are often lots of people,who I see very clearly.  I don't know them, so I generally believe I am on the astral and these are living people who are there too.  Or,  sometimes they have crossed over.  Those never look dead, they seem very light and cheerful, and often they are the ones that smile at me.  Living people will just stare, because they are trying to figure out who I am too.  I am sure I stare back.


                   My guides have told me that I was prevented from having any kind of idea that my son was going to kill myself.  That of course never sat well with me.  But the day he did, he came home, it was sweet , he was so happy, and gave me a hug and I said are you done with finals, and he smiled and yes in a happy way.

                    I would have not let him go on his walk if I had known. And yet a month and a half earlier when I had this conversation with him about the antidepressant this doctor gave my son, deep down I was feeling this feeling.  But at the same time it was a very heated exchange and I was deeply angry over the doctor not trying physical therapies that would have worked to release the lactic acid that was causing the cramping, or runner's stitch as it is known.

                    But that anger totally smothered that feeling I was having.  This is why putting aside the intense emotions that can occur while you are having a intuitive hit can over ride exactly what is going on. My alarm bell got snuffed, and then the guides shielded me.  Now at this point I didn't know my guides at all, so I didn't find out for over a year later they had done this.                                     

                   In the next part of this article,  I will discuss deja vu', * and those who hear many voices in their heads, also.